Reliance vs. Shamrock III 1903
(Painting destroyed by David, story below at end.)
The Process
After my painting was complete (above), an art tragedy struck. I began to ask and get recommendations from others for continued improvement, and further, I began to question some of my own decisions in the artistic process. I continued to make small adjustments to the painting to a point where I felt the focus or centroid the painting had changed from the parti upon which I built it. I tried to change it back, but didn’t love the painting anymore. It was compromised. The recommendation that I should have remembered from my mentors was sometimes you have to stop, that the painting is done.
I put it aside for about two months, took a break from painting, and then decided to move on from it. As I ripped the painting up, I did it with the newfound awareness that I needed to have more confidence in my own artistic vision, my own story, believe in it, believe in me, as I do my architecture.
I hope to be back to painting soon, and I seemingly have survived my first “art life crises”.